Hi OD, hope your day improved a little, and you and the boys had a nice time. I understand about the anger. I've had odd bursts of anger, but not that much on the whole (am I suppressing? IDK) but I've spoken to people who said they just did not know what to do with the rage they felt. And I thought of that when I read your earlier post.
I just wondered whether you and your therapist have looked at the anger together at all? And talked about ways of dealing with it? Perhaps that may help...
You know OD, I hate to see you in this awful sort of limbo with your W, and feeling unable to make a decision. I would love to see OD rise up to his full height - with no fear - and say W, I am doing this! Then I would read that post and cheer for you....(((OD)))
ps: are you off to Ceroc class soon?
T 13 M 7 Me 48 H 46 SS 15 BD 7.14 PA D final 5.16 (H filed)
We receive & we lose, and must try to achieve gratitude & embrace with whole hearts whatever of life that remains after the losses - Dubus