Hi OD. Firstly I'm sorry for not asking for about S. Glad to hear he's doing ok but scar sounds painful. Of course you get angry, this lady was your best friend and you spent a lot of your life with her She let you down and is with some else. The thing is she did that to you. Now your doing it to yourself everyday
You need to step back At the moment the M is over You have to accept that W is not in a M with you. She will not act like she is and she will not treat you like she is. Please re read Sandis WW post. M
Sorry for the pain your feeling mate. Take care. Rd
