Hi Pink. It's not easy, You clearly love your H and want him back From the outside looking at your so sitch I would relax back from it. Your H seems to love you , he knows his is losing s15 , I think only time will solve the situation. You can only carry on with your life and i think your H will realise more and more what he is losing. I might be biased but I don't think any OW can compare to the new improved Pink It must be incredibly tough to know that he is with OW but it's not the real world
Stay strong Pink , live your life and relax back if you can
