Confused & mix messages part 2

[Cherry]

So he hasn't come home again. Ignoring the need to text him. This seems like the norm for the weekend right now. And obviously if I start asking him where/what he's doing and that this isn't acceptable when we have a young baby this is gonna be seen as me nagging right?
So do I just roll with it for now? And when he returns just be polite, not overly happy but not all moody?
This is tough! Real tough!
Focusing on me and baby today. I think having no expectations is helping. I don't expect to hear from him, or see him. But at the same time- having no expectations also makes me feel I have no husband. I very much feel the single mom right now and this is real confusing.