Take your time looking for a counselor. You may need to take meds, but only for a short time. Find a counselor who does short term counseling to solve the immediate problems. They will help you to solve the immediate problems and also help you to develop skills to cope in the future and work your own way out of periods like this. Its a solutions focused counseling and will do you a world of good.
Twisting on Life's Rope Me53 W53 M20 D21 D19 D16 BD 2-2013 D final 1-2015 _________________________ "Dream about tomorrow, Live for today, Learn from yesterday"