Part 17 - Edz, living in interesting times

[edz]

Morning toots. Cold is still here still a little low, will recover on both fronts. Weather is god awful still!

Slow morning here too I dont imagine I'll hear a lot of love for going out from s unless his mum reaches out again, I can honestly say I'm not expecting it today, last week seems so far away right now. But I won't dwell, on with the day I suppose.

Friday is supposed to be yoga which pinged something I forgot to comment on. When I was at w's the other night before she dropped the whole wedding comment she was saying about doing some light no impact classes pointed her to the timetable and she mentioned she may think about coming along when s and I go swimming to do her own class. Lots of maybe could etc but at the time seemed positive.

No motion on it I'm aware of though.also s mentioned he and mummy may be going on holiday (his first time on a plane) mummy was looking into it w mentioned to me in a call a few weeks ago mil was offering to pay so that seems likely after the flat sale, something else to miss out on I suppose. I can take s away myself later in the year, that's not the point just confirms I dont factor in her thoughts I suppose no new information, already accepted it but hurts still suppose I let the detachment slip with a big ol' dose of hope it got.

Ah well.