THANKS for all the prayers and encouragement! Soooo appreciated!
Today, my H picked my children a bit later than expected. He told them that he had to be on the other side of town for a special fundraising walk for his employer and by the time it was over and he showered and changed it put him behind.
Wondering - why didn't he take our children? We love that kind of stuff. Anyway, he took them to their soccer and flag football games. Splitting duty with his mom.
Everything was cool. They all were fine with him being himself (his MLC weird self) tolerable. Then right before he dropped them off, he pulled the car over and said, "So, there will be some activities coming up soon with that lady".(he doesn't even call her by name. He just says that lady or his lady friend..
He told them that he'll give them notice and if they want to go then it's up to them. ????
Let me just say, I know he's moved on. I know in my heart that this marriage isn't going back. It's done.
My heart also knows that H will always be part of my life because of my children. SUX!
/But Seems like he's mad that our children really don't want to be around OW. Like you know, deal with it kids. I'm happy now so you should be too.
I said, maybe Daddy is just prepping you cuz maybe she'll be at your games when it's dad's weekend.
Probably the wrong thing to say cuz they became upset and saying they dont want to go with dad to their games if OW will be there.
Is the MLC'er really thinking that the OP is their happily ever after and the children just accept it?
What is OW thinking?Did she tell her own children that her boyfriend (my H) is still married?
I know she hasn't won any points from my children since they know when and how she entered into their parents marriage and especially into their dad's life.
UGH! I'm frustrated cuz I have no idea what her name is, what she looks like and I KNOW she knows who I am. She must know everything about me through H FB (old timeline photos), plus internet shows name, address, age, relatives, EVERYTHING> I have nothing. I know I'll know soon enough but she could probably stare me down at the store or be my nurse at the Cancer treatment center or sit next to me at church (eew!) and I would have no idea. UGH!! UGH!!!
Ok. Done ranting.
My poor babies are really not happy with their dad. Me either.
No stress. No stress. No stress. OHM! OHM! OHHHHMMMM!!
Need to get to a happy place in my mind so I can be here for my beautiful babies.
Lord, help me!
On another note, energy good. Appetite not so much. Some hair loss. hmmm. was hoping to keep my hair through this. Wah! Focusing on good energy! Focusing on the Cross! God is GOOD!
