Part 17 - Edz, living in interesting times

[edz]

Totally unable to sleep and summertime (hah!) Just stole 1am!

Wind and rain whipping around out there.

Cold has dragged me down today, s buoyed me up although he seemed tired as well. Insofar as w well I was okish until late evening then just sank a bit. W and I did have a brief fb chat following some photos she posted. I made an effort to stop it first but tried to stay friendly and happy. Tricky since as you'd imagine hearing about a happy wedding day brings me back to ours,no, no idea if she went with anyone and I didn't at any point ask I think not but not tormenting myself.

Noticed w had liked a post on a paper article about "who's having more sex than you" we chatted on it she said she liked a friends comment saying everyone, answered that with indeed. God knows its been long enough!

Raised no r points, left it with a small message for w to contact me tomorrow, we'll see if she wants a normal s handover or something more this week. Less than zero expectations at this point though.

Right bft is snoring I shall see if I can join her in zzzzz.