Errod, I think Sandi is right. You're getting yourself worked up and you seem to be mind reading all over the place.
Please take yourself off, and give yourself a little time and distance to calm down. You don't want to say and do things you may regret.
I think you are overreacting to D14 not getting back in touch. And you are presuming your W is somehow involved in that. This may not be the case at all.
Just take a step back and be calm about this. Don't add to your W's reasons for not wanting to be with you. Keep in mind - will this get me closer to my goal of reconciling?
Hopefully tomorrow will be a better day. Do you have plans? ((Errod))
T 13 M 7 Me 48 H 46 SS 15 BD 7.14 PA D final 5.16 (H filed)
We receive & we lose, and must try to achieve gratitude & embrace with whole hearts whatever of life that remains after the losses - Dubus