Put one foot in front of the other...

[Elly4]

Going out of my head today wondering if my H has an OW. Sigh.

[Elly4]

Actually considered using the tracker app to spy on him. Dumb I know. From others sitches I know I am still very new but feels like forever. Was in a great place earlier and now am not. At least I'm still showing a PMA around H.

[HeavyD]

Hi Eirinn

Saturday's are hard for all of us. We are not at work (a lot of us anyway) and all we can do is ruminate on what we have lost which is most cases means the world to us.

Family is tired of hearing about my situation, friends are tired of hearing about it, so that leaves it up to me to get on with it. Just not feeling it today AT ALL.

At least you are still living together, what I wouldn't give for that.

[Elly4]

Thanks Heavy. It helps to know I'm not the only one that has this problem. As Cadet says I'm lucky to have the time with him still here. But living in limbo has its issues too.

My s is napping so I too ruminate too much. Hope your day goes well.

[HeavyD]

I am sure that is challenging too. No way around this - it blows

[Vanilla]

Read on LBH thread that you were saddened by lack of visitors.

So thought I would drop by with a hug.

V

[Elly4]

Awww! Thanks! I'm trying really hard to post on here and read others sitches too.

*Hugs* always help!

[T384]

Eirinn

A question I was asked when I wanted to spy on my H was what would you finding out serve you? It would just hurt you, right?

Would it change your course of action? You guys are sleeping in sseparate bedrooms? Are you intimate ever?

[Elly4]

I'm not sure why I would want to know except I've been adamant that he wouldn't cheat on me and now am wondering if I've been a fool. Wouldn't my approach have to be different if there is an OW?

[Elly4]

How do I validate my H when he complains that I'm not upset as I should be about our sitch!