Mozza is correct. NMMNG is more important right now than T5LL. I have read both and I'm rereading them both. You'll learn so much from NMMNG.
The Covert Contracts really woke me up. I had been using Covert Contacts all my life. If I would do something for her, like cleaning the garage or washing her car and I would expect something in return (typically sex). I would do stuff all day and if I didn't get what I wanted in return, I would pout and basically be a baby. Eventually, she began to resent me if I did anything nice for her and I resented her for because she didn't honor my "covert contract". Finally, I stopped doing nice things and she totally shut down. That was the downward spiral.
Read NMMNG. You need to get some respect back and build some attraction. If she doesn't respect you, you're not going to be able to turn this around and if there's not already an OM, there will be one soon.
M:42 W:43 T:14 M:10 S:9 D:5 W filed 12/22/14 EA 12/31/14 PA 4/10/15 D final 5/13/15
