Thanks Heavy. It helps to know I'm not the only one that has this problem. As Cadet says I'm lucky to have the time with him still here. But living in limbo has its issues too.

My s is napping so I too ruminate too much. Hope your day goes well.

M 46 / H 43
T 24/M 18
S 4
11/6/2014 ILYBNILWY
1/16/2015 Living in separate bedroom
1/8/2016 H moved out