Saturday's are hard for all of us. We are not at work (a lot of us anyway) and all we can do is ruminate on what we have lost which is most cases means the world to us.
Family is tired of hearing about my situation, friends are tired of hearing about it, so that leaves it up to me to get on with it. Just not feeling it today AT ALL.
At least you are still living together, what I wouldn't give for that.
