Not ideal indeed. I feel I'm complete rubbish at it.

I've totally pulled back with interactions. I figured this week that's what I'll have to do but she just spring this on me again with five minutes notice and I just ignored the warning bells in my mind and went for it.

I even had to get up off the sofa and walk to the door to do it. I could easily have just remained where I was. I guess I did it because I have lost so much respect for her now. I have never spoken to her like that before in 21 years, even in the last nine months.

I'm half way through sandi's second WW thread. Really interesting and a bit of an eye opener.


M: 57 / EW: 52
T: 21, M: 8
S: 18, S: 15
Bomb: 1 Jun 14
EA Aug 2014 I think
PA Feb 2015 possibly sooner