Also, I think my behaviour is leading my h to think I'm on board with the idea of a d.. Although I have told him that I don't want one, and I believe in the sanctity of m. From the way he talks I think he believes I'm just getting my head straight and then we will do it. Am I leading him into the wrong train of thought. It's just I'm not stopping his actions, I'm not questioning him- I can sort of see why he thinks I'm no longer bothered. I think he saw my early days of crying and pleading as wanting him back.
Me 26 H 25 M 4 T 5 Baby born 4/14 BD: 1/15 EA: 2/15 PA: 4/15 reconciling: 4/15 ILYBINILWY- 11/15 ILY-1/16 ILYBNILWY 4/16 ILY 6/16 ILYBINILWY 6/16 Baby due 3/17 BD 8/16
