Hi Fogg, Thanks for replying. I have been making changes but its so hard you know. I finally found a job, haven't started yet, but I think once I am busy with work, I won't have as much time to think about what's going on. I know not to expect things or changes. I wish I had a crystal ball so I can see in the future. lol. Its really hard to go completely dark cause we have 2 kids and they ask for him all day long. I only call him if I really need something for the kids, but if its something I just usually wait to see him in person and then tell him. I really hope it doesn't last years. This is the hardest thing Ive been through...
Me 34 H 33 Married 2006 S5 D2 BD Jan 2015 EA/PA He moved out 2/2/2015 Came back 5/2015 Filed divorce papers 8/21/2015
