hold on! - 8

[u-turn]

I have not decided yet, but I think that I will move out. It is not what I want and not how I envisioned this, but maybe it's best for the kids. Nothing is really how I envisioned it anyway. I don't want her alternative and just want to get on with this.

I can (maybe) afford a 2 bedroom apt in my area and give up my bedroom when I have the kids. Doesn't sound ideal, actually sounds pretty shtty, but I am resilient.

I am giving up a lot at this point. Really feel like I would be starting over in life. But it is a foot forward.

I never responded to Ws text comments or bird nest s idea but I guess we need to figure this out at some point.