Confused & mix messages part 2

[Cherry]

Thank you so much- the encouragement from you guys honestly psychs me up- and teaches me vital skills. I used to do the same thing. And stay in the house as I felt I couldn't go out for panicking and crying for a few days, while he looked happy in his new life going out. Now I quite happily go out and do things. I disappear off the radar- I am very vague when he messages to see what I'm up to.. And when I'm at home, I surprise him by doing those bits of diy that he was putting off..