Nice morning here and (apart from a mild hangover after some miscreant got me to drink a bottle of white wine to myself - I blame BFT) all is ok over here today.
Havent done the exercises etc as yet as I had an early morning call BUT last of those for a while so I can get back into my routines next week.
Nothing from w since I dropped her an email thanking her for the coffee last night but have dropped her another quick text confirming what time she is bringing s around this evening and to pre-warn him *there will be food shopping!!!!!*
Feel oddly divided right now, mostly happy and chilled but have a sad feeling deep in my gut at the quiet zone w is in again. I know I know *big picture* huuuge progress but we also all know (we do *all* know, right?) about love languages mine are touch and words of affirmation / quality time so at times this can all be a bit punishing. GAL and distractions are helping a lot, exercise especially and, yes, the odd bottle of wine but still BFT is great but apart from dinner time not a great conversationalist!
Ah well, suppose its just me wishing it was a novel, could peek at the ending then and reduce the stress of not knowing whats in her mind. I also still dont get why Im het up over this wedding, I know the brides but not as well as w does (worked with one of them) so...er...what, am I thinking w will meet up with someone there? Dont think its likely unless everything she said last week was bull so, er, why?
Answers on a postcard please to why is edz being a basketcase this week, pobox 123, loopyland, confusedland. c/o BFT fuzzytrousers.
M:44, W:46, S:10 M 13 years, T 15 BD:23/7/2014 W/S Moved to MIL: 23/7/2014 My new place: 21/11/2014 W/S back to flat 22/11/2014 W coming closer, talking 4/2015 Piecing 5/2015 Moving in again 6/2015
