Yeah, actually I do feel like I'm relaxing a little. My emotional time the last week has balanced out and I strangely feel comfortable with where I am right now. Last night, kids were asleep and I was just relaxing and started to think about how life is w/o wife and for one of the first times didn't feel upset about it. Not that I was excited, but have accepted this state. It almost feels like I'm comfortable with where we are in the sitch and almost like it's where I should be right now. Not sure what that means for the future with W or w/o, but there's going to be a reason I'm going through this. I just don't know what it is and I've accepted that whatever it is, I'll be just fine.
M:36 W:37 T: 15 M:11 S6 D5 BD: 8/10/14 IDLY: 8/12/14 S: 8/13/14 (she left, I stayed w/ kids) D Mentioned: 10/15/14 Confronted about OM: 10/15/14 EA: ~4/13 PA: ~10/13 She filed: 8/15 (not final)
