Yep. I'm actually sort of on cruise control right now. Its a different kind of limbo, one where I get to call most of the shots and don't walk on egg shells. I text H when necessary about kids stuff, I'm shooting for half of the days to be NC. He's no longer the first thing I think about when I wake up.

I've given some thought about the person I want to be going forward. And I'm beginning to explore how to get there. I have a long way to go, but I am in no hurry as long as I'm moving at my own pace.



"Don't look back, you aren't going that way"