Reality is my middle name

[123Gwen]

I took a huge emotional step today. I went to the grocery store and got a different loyalty card. The one we used for the last 15 years was attached to H's phone so I had to give it to them every time I went grocery shopping. The actual card has been long gone but I didn't want to get a new one. Silly but just giving them his H's number made me feel like he was still here. Pathetic but true.