Well that was mixed. Picked up s and we had our usual good time although s was bothered he wanted to spend more time with me he also invited himself tomorrow night as his mum told him to ask me if he wanted to come. So of course he can.

S wanted me to come in tonight when I took him back initially said no but he said he really wanted me to come in. Tried explaining but at 10 he didn't really understand and was upset when I said no ultimately (since I didn't have my phone to check with w first) told him to ask his mum whether she was happy or busy she said no problem come in and have a coffee so I did we watched some TV. Just watched the show and we joked about some bits clear s just wanted us both together w was telling me about her doctors appointment and also she's invited to a wedding tomorrow which is nice for her (invited by one of the brides today) not really that sure what to say to that since I'm not invited clearly so just went with I hope its a good day and my regards to the happy couple.

W was going for a bath and bed and S's bed time and was afraid of overstaying so headed home for something to eat. W is dropping s around tomorrow.

Feel a little disquieted and not sure why w going to a friends wedding would unsettle me or is it the whole me not going with her or something else. Or am I just frazzled from keeping PMA at 100% after swimming. I don't know.

Well frozen Thai curry and glass of white wine later trying to chill slightly hopefully I'll be more relaxed by bed time.

Last edited by edz; 03/26/15 10:10 PM.

M:44, W:46, S:10
M 13 years, T 15
BD:23/7/2014
W/S Moved to MIL: 23/7/2014
My new place: 21/11/2014
W/S back to flat 22/11/2014
W coming closer, talking 4/2015
Piecing 5/2015
Moving in again 6/2015