Confused & mix messages part 2

[Heart14]

I think in my mind I'm still fighting with myself that having my h back will make my life happy. Yes the love of another person and what we HAD would make me feel better.

You can't go back to the old life now. If he decides to recommit and everything goes back to how it was before, you are almost guaranteed to end up here again because nothing, or at least not enough, changed. Check out Train's threads. Shes a good example and incredibly strong.

I've had some legal advise regarding housing, benefits, my legal rights etc. so Im getting prepared just in case. He has said I can have full custody, I feel like getting this in writing!! He took the last of my trust, he's not taking my baby

I'm glad to hear this. Protecting yourself and your child is very important.