Devotion To A Dream 3

[phunguy]

Still in paperwork limbo and I'm not sure I can do this. I am debating just delaying everything, stalling, maybe waiting for her to move out and experience some loss? Since I seem to hold all the cards in the filing, I might as well play them when I see fit. Right?

I cannot create space or give her loss as long as she's in the house. I've also come to the conclusion that maybe all hope is lost. My IC seems to think I'm looking for crumbs to cling to for hope. It dopes seem an apt description. I've let her go, but she's not gone, does that make any sense?