Alpha - the future is now!

[twinmom]

I used to cry(hysterically sob) when I was alone for God to bring my husband back and then I realized just asking for what I wanted wasn't going to make it happen.

I started praying for God to hold me and ease my pain. I prayed for him to open the doors that need to be opened and close the ones he knows should be shut.

Alpha, you NEED an IC and VERY likely some anti depressants.