Part 17 - Edz, living in interesting times

[edz]

Well busy morning with work, taking a break now. One thing I forgot to mention was at the office yesterday I sorted out my desk contents (I was looking for some papers) and found an old photo of s and I taken a few years back. Wow I had absolutely no clue how huge I'd gotten. I've still got a ways to go as some photos I got caught in unawares last week showed me (wobbly bits around the middle) but my face looked like bees had been at it in that pic I found.

Depression had really kicked my behind and I'd let myself down on the taking care of myself back then, only realising how much now I'm not there anymore.

Anyyyway... W has emailed a couple of times since I texted her the time email this morning. Pics of s doing his work at home with her today, nothing r based and I'm not going there, just replied warmly and fun on the pics and some jokes she made. Warm, friendly PMA mode is firmly engaged, no pursuing.

I've moved a little beyond being dark this last week as firstly I know she's busy, she has this work review this week so Im understanding of that and she has a lot to chew over before she can make any more decisions on our r so I'll do my best not to raise it (with her - you lot are fair game ) and just get on.

Heading out for a quick walk in a mo to blow away the cobwebs and get some food for bft lots to get finished this afternoon so best get on with it

Cheers