Oh, because after our last mediation, the paperwork goes to the courts and we are divorced. In my mind, that is the finale, like we won't get back together after that.

For the last 4 months I have been standing at the crossroads and I have no choice on which direction I go. To the left, is divorce. To the right is reconciliation. It's her decision on what we do or where we go.

Me: 38
W: 32
S10 D6
T: 10 (02/2004)
M: 7 (12/2007)
Separation 02/2015
OM confirmed 01/2015,
D mentioned 12/2014
D finalized 9/2016