Thanks Rd, Toots. I'm Ok, the worry monster surfaces every now and again but I give him a shove down and get on with something else. I know I've not done anything that would change her mind one way or another since the weekend so she has to process it all herself.
As I say I texted yesterday over picking up s and got a reply so thats cool, I washed his stuff ready in case.
Then at twenty past ten w emails me pics of her cat (I'd posted one of the BFT on fb as I'd been talking to a co worker about her and her cat bed after she'd just become a cat owner last weekend), brief reply to that with another picture of a sparked out bft on the bed and then left it and got some sleep. Nothing so far today.
We'll see what today brings, suppose im waiting on the next kick to keep the inertia on the hope wheel going around after it got sped up like crazy last weekend. In the meantime balancing that with controlling my expectations and just getting on getting on for now
M:44, W:46, S:10 M 13 years, T 15 BD:23/7/2014 W/S Moved to MIL: 23/7/2014 My new place: 21/11/2014 W/S back to flat 22/11/2014 W coming closer, talking 4/2015 Piecing 5/2015 Moving in again 6/2015
