Alpha - the future is now!

[alpha99]

Something strange is happening: I feel fine. I've done an awful lot of reading today and the end result is I feel good. Who knows if this feeling will last - I guess not in the shot term, but I feel like life goes on regardless, I will always love my W and kids, and if W doesn't want that I will ultimately have to be fine - so why not start now. I will always love my kids and go through hell to be there for them and to show them how to be a good person.