I think you need to for give yourself for anything you did or said.
Yes you may have made mistakes and so has he, right now you really dont have anything to move forward with in a relationship. At the point in time that you are both ready then maybe some of these questions can be answered.
I think this
Originally Posted By: Zelda09
Why am I concerned that he felt I was such an enemy and no good for him - the tears were real, sure...but why am I backsliding into thinking of writing him, having lunch, talking with him about it
is a good question. There really is no reason why you should backslide although it happens to all of us.
Pick yourself up dust your self off and get back to basics of detachment.
