hold on! - 8

[u-turn]

I don't believe she was threatening - more telling me she thought about it. I don't know how to continue this. It's all manipulation - when I push back she out does me with things like this. (gaslighting?)

The game keeps changing - suicide now. It made me stop, pull back. I told her things that I shouldn't (I've often thought about suicide - I know it just gives my pain to those that I love so I know to look for other options).

It twists me. I need to get back on track because I think she just wants to play happy family - while OM is out of town with his family. She keeps manipulating the situation.

Should I call her out on all of the lies I believe she is telling or does it even matter?

sorry - short post again - I really have a lot to say but not a lot of time.

Thanks!!!!