Toots I know what you are saying. Unfortunately I am not doing much for my self. I go to the gym each morning then, I go to work for a few hours. But I can not get her out of my mind for a minute no matter how hard I try. Our marriage was probably so intertwined that it was unhealthy. At the time I did not think it. I was spending every minute of everyday with my best friend, my W, the woman that I took a vow to be with forever. Now that things went south I am just lost. I never let anyone else into my life.


Me: 36
W: 36
D: 14
T: 18 (05/1997)
M: 16 (05/1999)
BD: 7/23/15
Separation 01/2015
D mentioned and started 02/2015
D filed 3/2015
OM confirmed 3/30/15