I'm with my children tonight. We're having such a good time. There's just a gaping hole in our family. I wish their mom was here, we were in love together, and we could share and celebrate this. I would love to make her dinner, give her a back rub, watch a tv show after the kids were in bed, trade stories about the day. Joke about how the kids got so excited about the games we played. way
Originally Posted By: Zues126
The loving evenings I was talking about were mostly imaginary. .
Zues, I used to go down that road a lot. Pining for what I never had. I do it a lot less now. But I understand where you are coming from.
