Need Help 2

[errod]

So W texts me at 6:30 this morning, telling me she has a list of addresses for me to send business cards to for my new business. I simply wrote thank you. She then wrote I will always help you. I want you to succeed. I don't want to fight anymore. I then wrote back have a good day at work and I will talk to you later.

I did stop by the office on my way home from the gym to drop off coffee for the girls. I did see them girls everyday the last 7 years hired them and know there families. So I still care for them like extended family. W happened to be sitting up front then. I handed her hers she says you got me my favorite blueberry flavored. She then brought up the addresses she has for me and that she will bring it over tonight. She still looks in my eyes and smiles the entire time we talk.

I don't know how to read her. Is she letting her guard down a little or is she so done that it is easy to just look at me as the father of our daughter.

I still can't get out of my mind what my attorney said yesterday. He said this is the strangest case he ever worked on. He said he has me doing everything possible to fight and extend the process. Then he sees the paperwork and my W has a statement in there about how much I did for her and how I should be compensated for it. He told me we really need to go to counseling because there has to be something left. He said it is the first time in his career he said that. I want to do a marriage retreat so bad, but my W has no interest in doing it at all.

As I am writing this W just texted me thank you so much for the coffee. It is a great pick me up on this rainy day.