Confused & mix messages part 2

[Cherry]

I was quite career driven at the time- I had just finished college and had my degree. I was going to go travelling- he found my free spirit inspiring.

You are too right, I should disrupt mine and my baby's life. And I no way want to help him to get this. He can pay out of his own savings if this is what he wants to do. I have an appointment in 2 weeks for a IC. I hoping this will really help me get on my way to getting my head straight. I go through so many emotions in a day it's unreal. I now really want to make something of myself to almost make him regret doing this to me.