Part 17 - Edz, living in interesting times

[edz]

Thanks rd its an interesting time hence the thread title!

Working hard on the no expectations side of things which seems more difficult now than it was before maybe because w is more like w was before bd I dont know. PMA is staying OK and of course at this point all my 180s are pretty much permanently part of me requiring no real concious work.

Time with s is always good (except when he's upset like yesterday even then I have no issues talking with him) i dont have issues relating to him now and often end up seeing him 4 days a week now not alwayw to stay but in august 4 hours a week was a lot!

I hope for what comes next I don't know and I'm trying to keep expectations under control and tempered with patience.