So I took D14 to get her clothes. W and I talked about our days in the kitchen why she packed. I did ask W if she has been watching Breaking Bad on Netflix. She said she has not watched it since we watched it together because it was our thing. When we were leaving W said I will walk yous out and that she was locking up for the night. She said she did not feel like going out tonight. Then when we walked out the door she called out and said I love you guys. She has not said that in months in front of me.

I honestly have no idea what is going on. I don't know if she is buttering me up to try to manipulate me on the divorce settlement. I do have to keep that in the back of my mind because otherwise I will get anxious and jump the gun again and screw up.

She will probably find out tomorrow from her lawyer that I am not going along with the divorce. She will then most likely flip out.

D14 was saying to me today why was W flipping out last night about the girl at the bank asking about you. She is the one that left you and keeps telling you that you need to move on. I just said welcome to the confused club.

I just got an email from the my D14's cheer leading coach about the year end banquet on April 4th. I looked at the people that got the email and my W is not on the list. She is going to flip out. Next time I talk to her I may just tell her the coach texted me and not that she sent out a mass email.


Me: 36
W: 36
D: 14
T: 18 (05/1997)
M: 16 (05/1999)
BD: 7/23/15
Separation 01/2015
D mentioned and started 02/2015
D filed 3/2015
OM confirmed 3/30/15