Its ok to be got down by all this because its something that will bring you down. If it didnt then to be honest thats just a bit odd
Did you say you were going out of state to see interstate bestie? If not then maybe you should think about as the change of scenary would be good (Plus cna you imagine the gossip if it happens to coincide with cute dude or someone else being away for the weekend)
It feels like you are putting a lot of pressure on yourself in an already pressured time.
What would you like to do?
Both mid 30s, 2 young kids BD 7sep14 XW moved on long ago, now living with OM1 D paperwork in progress
