I guess I just got angry today. Thinking, why am I waiting to hear back from him? After all that has happened? Is this how I want to be?
But I don't want to put myself in a worse position. Maybe I'll just try and feel power in the silence instead. I guess I need to do some more work on detaching.
I can see what you mean, that it's a form of chasing because he hasn't made a response. I'm just poking him in a different way.....I guess I didn't fully grasp this one at high school!
T 13 M 7 Me 48 H 46 SS 15 BD 7.14 PA D final 5.16 (H filed)
We receive & we lose, and must try to achieve gratitude & embrace with whole hearts whatever of life that remains after the losses - Dubus
