Race is on Sunday. Running a 4-man marathon relay with three guys I've known for well over 30 years. None of them know about my sitch. W will be with me for dinner the night before and will be at the race so I doubt I will say anything. I ran 8 miles @ 8:30 pace on Sunday. My leg of the relay will be only 6 miles so I know I'm good to go.
It's supposed to be a pretty weekend so hopefully I can get some more flying with students done this week. Ds don't have their respective athletics this week so I'm not on the hook to drive them anywhere.
I'm taking a vacation day on Friday to fly with a couple of students, then sit at a café somewhere with my laptop to just work and reflect. I'm still working on getting my flight instructing business on a more formal footing. I want to expand into online ground instruction and coaching so I need to get my website and blog spooled up. Just trying to find things to work on. I'm not even telling W that I'm taking a day, I just want to be left alone for a few hours, which would never happen if she knew I wasn't at work.
Home is stable. I know that W is at work right now probably swooning over OM, but I'm just not that concerned about it. I'm more worried about the aftermath when he leaves and I get treated to yet another emotional crash and spew session. The MC session went well this week and I feel like she's trying, but his little visits don't help. I know she's trying, but my patience is getting thin.
No further discussion of S. I'm waiting until after her surgery, which is not scheduled yet. I'd be at the house a good portion of the time helping during recovery anyway. It'll take me a few weeks to get finances organized and find a place at any rate.
Ex Rzrback Me 43 Her 44 D11, D15 T21, M19 BD 9/9/2014 Piecing
Sometimes if you want to see a change for the better, you have to take things into your own hands - Clint Eastwood
