I know I am still focusing on her - but....

She claims she is feeling like she is of no value at home to the kids and me. She is not needed.

She spent the evening sobbing.

She said she was thinking of going away from everyone forever. Killing herself.

This scares me.

I told her she is still the kids mother and they need her.

She wants to talk about this, get out of here, still go away to Florida.

I don't have much time to write right now, but will update later.

Thanks to all who are keeping up with my mess.


Me-45 W-44
S21, S18, D15
T-27, M-21
BD Jan 2014
PA revealed March 2014
In-house separation - April 2015
I filed - Aug 2015
She moved out Oct 2015