Part 17 - Edz, living in interesting times

[edz]

So felt quite low first thing, worrying about s and worrying about w's reaction to s's behaviour was playing on my mind (annoyingly since I should be feeling quite good after Sunday)

Decided to do something rather than dwell so researched some bit w and I had discussed and sent her some information based on what we had talked about last night (all s related - nothing r based).

Also did more exercises than usual this morning which has helped to refocus me a bit today, sunshine doesnt hurt either.

I think the problem here is moving from a no information and no perceivable chance for change to knowing there is a chance and not wanting to make a mess of it or imperil it by doing too much now, swamping her or being seen to be "using" s's issues as any kind of excuse which i'm absolutely not doing. At the same time I want to help him and cant do that without talking to w and working out the best way to help.

Aww now its raining! Well thats poetically reflective I suppose