I dont think there is a not any more in any of this you know, not unless you dont have emotions, certainly I *should* be feeling great right now but Im not Im preoccupied on s feeling so down (which is understandable) but also concerned on w and her reactions. Or I was, did some exercises this morning to refocus myself and felt better after that.
There are only so many things we can affect or change or make perceived changes to my friend, perception and perspective are big parts of that (mindfullness) Im a devil for the "glass half empty" view and it comes of having depression its very,very easy to see that the day is full of negatives its hanging onto the positives thats the real trick.
Seems from here you need a boost, I wont GAL you ( ) as i'd be the biggest hypocritical hypocrite that ever hypocrited but what options do you have for a change of scenery or something you can really feel in control of right now?
Sounds like the same old same old is grinding you down a bit
Hang in there!
M:44, W:46, S:10 M 13 years, T 15 BD:23/7/2014 W/S Moved to MIL: 23/7/2014 My new place: 21/11/2014 W/S back to flat 22/11/2014 W coming closer, talking 4/2015 Piecing 5/2015 Moving in again 6/2015
) as i'd be the biggest hypocritical hypocrite that ever hypocrited but what options do you have for a change of scenery or something you can really feel in control of right now?
