Susana (9) - I'm tired

[susana4]

I wish I could share pictures of all the beautiful things I've seen.

If you google "bran castle" you'll see where I was yesterday. Also "sighisoara", it's a fortress town I visited. Stunning!

I have been sleeping 12 hours a night. Think I'm catching up on all the sleep I've lost these past few months. I have dreamed of H every night on my trip and mornings are a little hard, but otherwise I feel more peaceful than I have in months.

I love travel, because it always makes me feel like myself again. Like it strips back all the layers and leaves just the core of who I am.

H texted yesterday, asking if I was having fun and finding good food, and also asking when I was getting back (he claimed I didn't tell him). Ha! I definitely told him (because I distinctly recall him asking which day I'd be back) but also he has a copy of my plane tickets/boarding pass in his email because he printed them for me. Don't know if he is really out of it or it was just a pretext to text me.

I think this trip is the most healing thing I've done since BD.

Whatever happens, the world is waiting for me to explore it, with or without H.