That's not projecting on brd, he's bought quiet a lot of alcahol this week. Actions.
He been hot and cold with texting, no more dates. Just one.
Today well seems xh1 who refused to answer text about s17, has been prepping s17 to get welfare. Hence s17 phoned today, suprise.
That nice lull was softening up for more demands for money, but I'm not sure he will receive much. Given I have nasty text from him. Again today lots of swearing and carrying on about how bad I am. How I don't understand how tough it is to get work. Um let's see a couple of years ago I found myself again searching for work, at 42 I know how hard it is.
Can't wait till he reaches that magic age where he knows what the rest of us do, not everything!
Been a bit low, and had a little eye leak at work on lunch. I'm tired of being tired and it not being my time. I'm tired of not much going my way....
And it was a very lonely pity party! Just kicked myself and went hard this arvo. Cute dude came in but really didn't have time to talk. Also didn't feel like it, it was an effort.
Hence I do think giving things a break and waiting for stuff to come my way rather than pushing is needed right now.
M 46 h54 Both married before T 11y Bd 2/14 I must see where ow leads! Ms 18 hs 26
