Devotion To A Dream 3

[phunguy]

Well today the paperwork was completed. I didn't have the heart to go over them with her today it was the last day her aunt and uncle were in town and were here for dinner. I can't even explain the events. Her uncle took her for a walk, he's a pastor. We said nothing and they left our home with big hugs and I don't think I've ever gotten a bigger one from him, heck after 20 years it's like he's my uncle and she my aunt, I love them both dearly two of the kindest people I know. He told me to call him and I will. It seems like each passing day is harder and harder yet, tonight after they left she was visibly upset, I asked her if she wanted to talk she said no lost it tears and some things about hardest decision and then followed it up with going to put a deposit on an apartment. I'm not sure which hurts more hearing that and watching it or not being able to cry any more, I'm becoming immune to her emotions and that's a bit scary to me. Before it would have sent me into a spin yet somehow I feel like I'm doing the right things and I sort of feel good about what I did today, how F'd is that???