Alpha - rollercoasting #3

[alpha99]

Thanks for all the comments everyone. I think we are nearing this thread becoming locked so I will start a new one.

As ever you're all right. I don't feel bad in any way at all if I get criticism here. I appreciate it all and try to implement your advice whenever I can.

I understand I need to rebuild her trust.

We went out for a meal on Friday with the kids and that should have gone some way to slowly restoring her trust. I feel rough at the moment, rather than being back at the start line, I feel like the start line has been moved back somewhat and I'm further than ever from getting where I would like to be.

I really need to get a grip of my emotions/reactions. I believe that since last week I've begun to do that. Of course, as you've all said, it will take time for my W to see and believe that.