I'm hoping one day I will feel more detached, think I'm just having a pity party right now. Done some work today, and had my highlights done. This situation is gonna cost me a fortune, I just find comfort in shopping. I guess its investing in me. He frequently tells me he finds me attractive but that's not enough to stay with me. For the first time in a while he mentioned his finances to me- we hadn't got round to joining our check in accounts. Again, trying not to analyse things as his mood is erratic.. One minute he is cheery- the next moody and distant with me.
Me 26 H 25 M 4 T 5 Baby born 4/14 BD: 1/15 EA: 2/15 PA: 4/15 reconciling: 4/15 ILYBINILWY- 11/15 ILY-1/16 ILYBNILWY 4/16 ILY 6/16 ILYBINILWY 6/16 Baby due 3/17 BD 8/16
