And I'm not trying to beat you up, Alpha -- just pointing out how your actions (RE-actions, actually) have consequences. You've been advised repeatedly on your threads to get your emotions under control when dealing with your wife, and it will take some consistency in that regard before she fully trusts you with them.
Whether or not she REALLY doesn't trust you, or whether she's using your ill-advised suicide threats as mere legal leverage against you, I cannot determine. But either way, her position is reasonable I think.
